A Writer's Life

 A BOOK STARTS WITH ONE WORD A BOOK ENDS WITH ONE WORD WE WALK ONE STEP AT A TIME WE READ ONE ONE WORD AT A TIME WE WRITE ONE WORD AT A TIME

TODAY JUNE 26, 2024 I HAVE WRITTEN 139 PAGES THIS MONTH IAM NOW WRITING ON LEGAL PADS....BOUGHT SOME MORE THE OTHER DAY I AM AVERAGING AROUND 150 WORDS A PAGE SO FROM NOW ON....I WILL BE RECORDING MY PAGE COUNT AND MY WORD COUNT THIS MONTH IS ALMOST OVER.....IT WILL BE INTERESTING TO SEE HOW I DO IN JULY WITH WORD COUNT I AM STILL WRITING EVERYDAY......YESTERDAY....JUST A FEW WORDS....HAD A TERRIBLE HEADACHE AND COULDN'T FOCUS....AM BETTER TODAY....BUT STILL HAVE A HEADACHE BUT NOT AS BAD WRITE YOUR STORY.....ONLY YOU CAN WRITE YOUR STORY  

 WE ALL HAVE FAMILY DRAMA.....NO MATTER WHERE YOU LIVE OR HOW OLD YOU ARE WHEN I GOT DIVORCED.....I WANTED TO WRITE A STORY ABOUT THAT.....I TRIED....SEVERAL TIMES.....BUT BY PAGE 10 OR SOONER.....MY EX WAS DEAD THEN I TRIED TO WRITE A MEMIOR.....THAT DIDN'T GO WELL AT ALL....I SOUNDED LIKE A WHINING PERSON....POOR ME OTHER THINGS HAPPENED IN MY LIFE.....SEXUAL ABUSE.....NO ONE IN MY FAMILY BELIEVED ME....IT IS A MESS.....I HAVE BURIED EVERTHING NEGITIVE IN MY LIFE.....DEEP DEEP DOWN....I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO STRANGERS.....FRIENDS.....THEY DON'T WANT TO HERE IT.... BUT NOW...LOTS OF FAMILY DRAMA....MY PARENTS HAVE GONE TO HEAVEN......NOW I NO LONGER HAVE TO KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT.....EVERYTHING I BURIED....IS NOW BOILING OVER.....I AM ABOUTTO EXPLODE..... SO THIS IS WHAT I AM DOING: 1)  WENT TO THE STORE....BOUGHT LEGAL PADS AND NOTEBOOKS 2)  I AM GOING TO WRITE IN LONGHAND 3) I AM GOING TO WRITE MY STORY 4)  I AM GOING TO WRITE IN THIRD PERSON 5)  FOR ME....I CAN'...

 SO FAR THIS MONTH I HAVE WRITTEN 76 PAGES.... AT THIS POINT....I FEEL LIKE I AM GOING AROUND IN CIRCLES.....WRITING....CHARACTERS ARE DOING THINGS.....BUT THE PLOT IS NOT MOVING......SO AS OF TO DAY....I AM THINKING OF STARTING OVER...... I HAVE NEW IDEAS AND WELL THIS IS NOT WORKING.....I AM ON PAGE 405.....I COULD KEEP ON WRITING.....BUT FEEL .....WELL I JUST HAVE TO GET THESE IDEAS DOWN ON PAPER..... THE PERSON WHO WROTE GAME OF THRONES AND HOUSE OF DRAGONS..GEORGE R. R. MARTIN.....HAS BEEN WORKING ON A BOOK FOR 14 YEARS....SO IF HE CAN TAKE OVER 14 YEARS OR LONGER.....I CAN START AT A REWRITE.... WHAT DO YOU THINK??? SHOULD I KEEP GOING....OR....SHOULD I START A REWRITE????

HOPE YOU ALL ARE DOING WELL.....I DONT WANT TO SOUND NEGATIVE.....BUT WE ARE LIVING IN THE LAST  DAYS....JESUS IS COMING....SOON THE ANTI-CHRIST WILL RISE (ANTI-CHRIST IS ALREADY HERE)......LIFE WILL NOT RETURN TO NORMAL.....LIFE IS ONLY GOING TO GET WORSE......THAT BEING SAID.... WRITE AS IF THIS IS YOUR LAST DAY ON EARTH!!! WHAT DO YOU WANT TO LEAVE BEHIND?????? YOU MIGHT NOT BE IN THE PHYSICAL REALM TOMORROW WHAT STORIES DOES YOUR HEART TELL YOU TO WRITE??? LETTERS YOU WANT TO WRITE THEIR MIGHT NOT BE A TOMORROW WRITE TODAY......WRITE WHILE YOU STILL CAN WRITING IS A GIFT FROM GOD EPHESIANS 2:10 FOR I AM GOD'S WORKMANSHIP CREATED IN CHRIST JESUS TO DO GOOD WORKS, WHICH GOD PREPARED IN ADVANCE FOR US TO DO EPHESIANS 4:28 DO SOMETHING WITH YOUR HANDS, SO THAT YOU MAY HAVE SOMETHING TO SHARE WITH THOSE IN NEED GOD LOVES YOU! GOD GAVE YOU THE GIFT OF WRITING....SO WRITE...AS IF YOUR LIFE AND SOUL DEPENDS ON IT.....ONLY YOU CAN WRITE YOUR STORIES.....

 

 I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT I AM NOT PROGRESSING AS FAR AS I WOULD LIKE. I NEED TO UP MY PAGE COUNT....SO THIS MONTH....I WILL TRY TO PUSH MY SELF TO WRITE MORE AVERAGE DAILY PAGE COUNT IS 6 PAGES I WOULD LIKE TO BUMP IT UP TO 1O PAGES....WE SHALL SEE WHATIS YOUR GOAL FOR THIS MONTH...JUNE2024?????