WRITING AND FAMILY DRAMA

 WE ALL HAVE FAMILY DRAMA.....NO MATTER WHERE YOU LIVE OR HOW OLD YOU ARE

WHEN I GOT DIVORCED.....I WANTED TO WRITE A STORY ABOUT THAT.....I TRIED....SEVERAL TIMES.....BUT BY PAGE 10 OR SOONER.....MY EX WAS DEAD

THEN I TRIED TO WRITE A MEMIOR.....THAT DIDN'T GO WELL AT ALL....I SOUNDED LIKE A WHINING PERSON....POOR ME

OTHER THINGS HAPPENED IN MY LIFE.....SEXUAL ABUSE.....NO ONE IN MY FAMILY BELIEVED ME....IT IS A MESS.....I HAVE BURIED EVERTHING NEGITIVE IN MY LIFE.....DEEP DEEP DOWN....I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO STRANGERS.....FRIENDS.....THEY DON'T WANT TO HERE IT....

BUT NOW...LOTS OF FAMILY DRAMA....MY PARENTS HAVE GONE TO HEAVEN......NOW I NO LONGER HAVE TO KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT.....EVERYTHING I BURIED....IS NOW BOILING OVER.....I AM ABOUTTO EXPLODE.....

SO THIS IS WHAT I AM DOING:

1)  WENT TO THE STORE....BOUGHT LEGAL PADS AND NOTEBOOKS

2)  I AM GOING TO WRITE IN LONGHAND

3) I AM GOING TO WRITE MY STORY

4)  I AM GOING TO WRITE IN THIRD PERSON

5)  FOR ME....I CAN'T WRITE THIS IS FIRST PERSON...I NEED TO DISTANCE MYSELF A BIT

6)  I CAN CALL IT FICTION.....BASED ON MY LIFE...

7)  I CAN WRITE FREELY AND GET OUT EVERYTHING I HAVE BEEN BURYING...

8) NOT SAYING I WILL PUBLISH IT

9)  SOME MIGHT SAY...IT IS LIKE JOURNALING....MAYBE IT IS....BUT I WANT THIS TO BE MY STORY

10)  I AM GOING TO WRITE MY STORY

WHAT WILL DO WITH ALL YOUR FAMILY DRAMA???

I AM A WRITER......I AM GOING TO WRITE MY STORY